Wednesday Jul 28, 2004

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I hate when people flake on you, it's much better if they just say they don't wanna hang out. I like people who say what they mean and keep it simple. FUCK all the bullshit. It's not really worth it... the going round and round tryin to play the game right just leaves me dizzy.
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darklord:
thank you hera big kiss for you baby
timebomb0603:
Hera- what is up? Try and make some time for a brother in all of you madness! I love you so much and wish we could find a time to chat, call me soon. I hope you feel better (not so busy) soon.
TB wink

Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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Last night I went to the Burlesque show.. it was awesome!! All the girls were amazingly beautiful, I was kinda floored. Shera was my favorite though, not only was she stunning she had such a fun personality.
I ended up being stagehand at the show, which consisted of me being thier bitch (which I loved) and picking up all the clothes they took off.
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lucyfur666:
glad you had a great time !! biggrin strip clubs are fun ! blush

kiss
rockstarinc:
Hey sister,
How is life treating ya? If you start feeling down throw a water balloon at someone. wink

Saturday Jul 24, 2004

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I am going to the SGB show tonight!! I didn't think I was gonna be able to, but turns out someone I know had an extra ticket..
-Now to figure out what to wear! (oh, god, I'm such a girl.)

I have been staying out too late and last night was not an exception. Now I'm paying for it with a damn cold.

Not texting...
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treachery:
omg after talking to you i wish i would have got a chance to goto the show with you guys.
india:
haha i can relate to the not texting to guys with gfs, it's difficult

by the way im coming to cali for a week in sept and i would love to meet you, i think you are just lush love

Wednesday Jul 21, 2004

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few hours of sleep makes for a really harsh day at work. Let's see how long I can stay awake tonight *nods off*.
-boys suck... especially those with girlfriends!! I'm sick of submitting myself to my own selfish desires and lust in order to fill this void. I'm sick of enduring potentially disasterious situations in order to make myself feel some sort of passion. I'm...
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bam_bam:
yeah move on you won't have a problem finding someone else
lucyfur666:
hehehhe I didn't sleep at all from Wednesday to Friday... went partying with my "loverboy" and his girlfriend eeek wink hehehe it was fun... she doesn't suspect anything tho wink I know... boys with girlfriend suck frown but at least you should have fun with the wrong boy untill you find the right one wink

kiss

Saturday Jul 17, 2004

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The weather was just amazing today, one of those perfect summer days that songs and movies are written around. I spent most of it...where else? But the beach.

I watched a balloon get caught up in the sky, wavering back and forth over all the beachgoers and couldn't help but wonder who this lone balloon was making it's escape from and where the gentle breeze...
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minibeanie:
A moment like that can change the way your whole day turns out...... kiss
twitchmc02:
Well in a nut shell. I am doing security for the largest oil refinery in the western hemispere. So basically if I'm not on an oil tanker meeting people from around the world and getting free cigs and boozes. Then I'm out on a boat cruisin around the island. I'm glad that you feel comfortable enough to share with me that you're drunk. lol biggrin I am not...yet. 3 days off though. Yippy!! Time to party like a Rockstar! wink

Wednesday Jul 14, 2004

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Tomorrow I get to leave early from my regular 9-5 job to do a rad modeling job. -Another motorcycle company... that seems to be the way for me to make some extra money these days.
I'm really happy to be living where I am living. This is the first time in my life I have ever had roomates. AND they are all very nice guys...
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shoegal:
i'm glad you're enjoying your roommates. i think mine is getting better too. are you still coming to jax in july or is that out??
gentlefemm:
yeaaaa I am happy for you...I am sorry I didn't show up but my scalp was really on fire after all the dyeing I did to it earlier that day and to top it off i had no money because of a broken pipe

kiss's

Monday Jul 12, 2004

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Your heart hangs above my bed
molded beneath your hands, in your room,
dried yellow roses
prefectly placed and neatly arranged
thinking of me...
thinking of me...
thinking of you.
My heart hangs above my bed
a gift draped in sunlight, pink hues
such a contrast to the darkness that surrounds you.
You were thinking of me
no longer thinking of me
...thinking of you.
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thistle:
pretty poem. i'll be a lot more free on thursday nights pretty soon, i should start coming out.
thistle:
oh i just noticed that enneagram book on your books list... i was so into that stuff when i was younger. what number are you? i think i'm an 8 or a 5 of something.

Monday Jul 12, 2004

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Went out tonight for a bachorlette party! I lknow I was supposed to be happy, but it did nothing but depress me! She is starting a new beginning and so am I, just in extremely different ways.... and so I had fun, but the whole time wished someone could be there when I got home, because she was going home to her fiance and all....
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syer_lps:
OI OI how are you??
vivadeath:
Thats pretty funny. I have known Ryan since college, but we have a lot of common friends still here in Jax. Damn. Small world. I did the lighting for their last show here in Jacksonville. Ryan seems to be getting pretty popular now with all the mtv and stuff. What are you studying in grad school? wink

Saturday Jul 10, 2004

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Hey everyone!!
So after a miserable day at work I came home to find my set had gone up!!
Now that I have my computer back I will try my hardest to respond to you all and say hi to all my new friends kiss
I am getting settled into my new home and it is actually starting to feel like HOME. My roomates are awesome...
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desmobile:
OMG!!! one of my fav suicide girls is submitting to my demands... WOW! blush
i just have to think of other demands wink

nice way to start my week!!! biggrin

have a nice day smile
claudia:
Nonononnonono, you are the purdy one. Those last couple of pictures are stunning, I love your sleeves.

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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-Everything I want to write here, I can't.
-Never any trust to begin with leaves no possibilities for success. A destined failure
-Too many drinks last night and too much drama (that I can't write about).
-The dreary weather makes me wanna cuddle up with a lover all day...and night.
-I miss my own computer dammit.
-Called in sick to work today and I think...
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gemini79:
robot Robot
gigi:
Sorry to hear about all the drama! I can never write about the things I want to write about on here either - a member seems to like copying my entries and emailing them to friends. mad

Good luck with work! I always expect the worst when I call in, but it doesn't usually turn out to be that bad. Hope today is happier for you! smile

[Edited on Jul 15, 2004 5:22AM]
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