Well hello there May!



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This month has snuck right up on me, it is hard to believe half of the year is nearly over. So many exciting things are happening over the next few weeks, including my 6 year SG anniversary and 27th birthday! Crazy....6 years on SuicideGirls. I try and think about what my life would be like without SG, and while this part of my life isn't really an exact definition of who I am, it has been a huge part of my life. I don't think I go a day without talking to at least one of my friends I've made from this site. I never really expected SuicideGirls to be the place where I would meet some of my closest friends. It is kind of like being a member of the most bad ass sorority on the planet...I am so grateful to all of the brilliant women (and men too!) that I have in my life because of SuicideGirls. Same goes for the unique opportunities I've had because of this site. Shootfests, parties, traveling, Hell City, etc. Just amazing, amazing, amazing times over the last 6 years. Thank you SG for being rad and having me here

Annnnnd then my birthday! 27, which is nuts. It doesn't seem like a "getting up there" number to me, but I feel it. I have such a hard time staying awake past 11 pm. The idea of going bar hopping with friends nearly exhausts me on thought alone. These days making a yummy dinner, getting a movie or starting a new TV series on Netflix, and some drinks at home is pure heaven. I do have a lot more "me" time these days, which has been fun but a little lonely at times. Chris is working crazy 70 hour weeks, which leaves me home more with James. It's great because he is at the BEST age right now. But he goes to school, and naps, and goes to bed early and once I am done my chores I don't have much to do except read and watch tv. I know, I can't really complain, right? Getting to be a stay at home mom is fun. Except on the rare nights i DO work...

Well hello there May!






This month has snuck right up on me, it is hard to believe half of the year is nearly over. So many exciting things are happening over the next few weeks, including my 6 year SG anniversary and 27th birthday! Crazy....6 years on SuicideGirls. I try and think about what my life would be like without SG, and while this part of my life isn't really an exact definition of who I am, it has been a huge part of my life. I don't think I go a day without talking to at least one of my friends I've made from this site. I never really expected SuicideGirls to be the place where I would meet some of my closest friends. It is kind of like being a member of the most bad ass sorority on the planet...I am so grateful to all of the brilliant women (and men too!) that I have in my life because of SuicideGirls. Same goes for the unique opportunities I've had because of this site. Shootfests, parties, traveling, Hell City, etc. Just amazing, amazing, amazing times over the last 6 years. Thank you SG for being rad and having me here

Annnnnd then my birthday! 27, which is nuts. It doesn't seem like a "getting up there" number to me, but I feel it. I have such a hard time staying awake past 11 pm. The idea of going bar hopping with friends nearly exhausts me on thought alone. These days making a yummy dinner, getting a movie or starting a new TV series on Netflix, and some drinks at home is pure heaven. I do have a lot more "me" time these days, which has been fun but a little lonely at times. Chris is working crazy 70 hour weeks, which leaves me home more with James. It's great because he is at the BEST age right now. But he goes to school, and naps, and goes to bed early and once I am done my chores I don't have much to do except read and watch tv. I know, I can't really complain, right? Getting to be a stay at home mom is fun. Except on the rare nights i DO work (once or twice a week) I am almost too tired to make it to the end of the shift because I am not so used to being up late anymore. I am starting to feel like I'm settling down into my late 20's nicely.

Other than that I haven't been up to a ton. I went to Hell City! Had such a fun time, shot a new set with SoBelle, andI am SO excited for you guys to see. It really came out fantastic, and Belle is a dream to work with. There are some previews down a bit under my prints section of this blog

Speaking of the new set, I am selling some prints to help raise money for my friend Amber who is very sick. She is going through some crazy mystery diagnosis stuff. The last 6 months or so she has lost over 60 lbs, been in and out of the ICU, been to specialists, had endless tests, and is still without any answers. In the mean time, she has racked up quite a medical bill. All funds from this print sale will go to help cover her expenses. There is also a page for donations to Amber and her family if any of you kind people would rather donate directly rather than purchase a print. Any and everything helps, and I can't begin to tell you how much we all appreciate even taking the time to read this

All prints are 8x10 glossy, and can be signed if you wish. they are $15 a piece or 2 for $25. You can PM me if you are interested in purchasing any of these. They will come without the logo on the front. Here are the options:

Images from "Come On, Baby" shot by SoBelle








Images from "First Day of My Life" shot by SignalSe7en








Images from "Game Day" shot by thelabrat








I also have some plugs and tunnels for sale in the SG Sales group Most unworn.


Also, a special thank you to everyone who helped "Game Day" get bought. Keep your eyes peeled for it soon, it comes out just a few days after my birthday! Best bday gift ever, SG!

That is all I have for you lovelies. I leave you with some amazing Member Review sets that still need love, starting with the set SignalSe7en and I shot which is still going strong at 98% (you guys are the besssst).

Ryker- "First Day of My Life"

Riversong- "Caffeine Fixation"


Chrysis- Tiger Heart


Eliona- "Golden Beach"


Kush- In Ruins


Alicce- Morning Light


Greta- Calling Front Desk


Rockett- Voyage


Toxic- Wicker Wonderland


Renesme- Malibu Barbie


Rosie- Feng Shui


Kurosune- "And She Hath Fallen"


Gunner- Say Yes