You need distractions, what distracts you?

If it just happens the reasons should be as present still as the pain... Just Focus on the why to block out the pain.

If you can, I'd leave wherever you are and escape to somewhere you've always wanted to visit; or do something that you may have been putting off. I know these aren't truly helpful suggestions, but know that we care.

Tv usually does the trick for me. I suppose you need more booze as quick as possible.

A few friends that can lend an year, a few drinks and some live music. I've been there before... Feel better!

Goddamn, I know that feeling. I'm sorry man.

cheers!