To be honest, this post was (at first) going to consist of many many complaints & the realization of how miserable I am now that I am indefinitely, NOT attending Hell City. But I absolutely hate allowing negativity to consume my life/happiness so I really shouldn't waste time focusing on the bullshit but on future events, that I WILL attend.
But long story short, our location arrangements fell through so I'll be spending the next week trying to catch up on bills & getting the state of NJ the fuck off my back with these toll violations. AGAIN I'M TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC. At 22 my finances are just not in order enough to make other plans on short notice. It also stresses me the fuck out
Vayda & I will most likely reschedule our multi for some time in June with Brooklyn so no worries
Can I just say how disappointed I am that I won't be spending my weekend with these babes though <3
SUPER HAPPY to receive my care package of SG merch in the mail this past week too


& I'M SERIOUSLY SO EXCITED TO SHOW YOU ALL THE SET BROOKLYN & I SHOT IN MID MARCH -- I'm anxiously awaiting the day Brooklyn sends me the e-mail with the proofs, I feel like a kid on Christmas morning! She's tremendously talented, I highly recommend every SG & Hopeful to shoot with her, it's always such a fun time! She definitely puts forth so much effort into her work & as you can see, it shows
Which reminds me I need to go shop for a dress to wear to Brooklyn 's tea party next month -- can't wait to meet all of the lovely ladies that will be attending


I will also be shooting again with Brooklyn in May & June -- I'll finally get to meet Payton !
AND THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to everyone who made my FP DEBUT DAY so special, I really appreciate all of the feedback & support I've received from all of you! It's not easy to put yourself out for the world to judge, but you guys definitely took it easy on...
But long story short, our location arrangements fell through so I'll be spending the next week trying to catch up on bills & getting the state of NJ the fuck off my back with these toll violations. AGAIN I'M TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC. At 22 my finances are just not in order enough to make other plans on short notice. It also stresses me the fuck out
Vayda & I will most likely reschedule our multi for some time in June with Brooklyn so no worries
SUPER HAPPY to receive my care package of SG merch in the mail this past week too

& I'M SERIOUSLY SO EXCITED TO SHOW YOU ALL THE SET BROOKLYN & I SHOT IN MID MARCH -- I'm anxiously awaiting the day Brooklyn sends me the e-mail with the proofs, I feel like a kid on Christmas morning! She's tremendously talented, I highly recommend every SG & Hopeful to shoot with her, it's always such a fun time! She definitely puts forth so much effort into her work & as you can see, it shows
Which reminds me I need to go shop for a dress to wear to Brooklyn 's tea party next month -- can't wait to meet all of the lovely ladies that will be attending
I will also be shooting again with Brooklyn in May & June -- I'll finally get to meet Payton !
AND THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to everyone who made my FP DEBUT DAY so special, I really appreciate all of the feedback & support I've received from all of you! It's not easy to put yourself out for the world to judge, but you guys definitely took it easy on...













































