It's been truly wonderful to be here for ten years, getting to know all of you. Making friends and enemies, both equally fun. But my time here is at an end.
I knew when I joined this site that I would find someone special. And I did. She is the only woman I want to see naked anymore. So this site has served its purpose....
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I am a complete fool for Nela. You knew her as @inana / Bo before she was banned. How could anyone not love a woman like this? I was destroyed on Day One. Those EYES. Good GODS, dayum! We have talked every day for almost three years. I am her man, her samurai... her complete victim. I'm okay with that. ;-}>
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If you want to? I can save you. I can take you away from here
Because I didn't want to kill her. Such is the extent of my "evil".
... is @olgakulaga when she was pregnant with V. Thanks for this beautiful bravery. Моя дорогая подруга. Well done. ;-}>
I would very much like to be struck dead by lightning. That would be like the universe finally saying, "NO, you. Enough." Too rad. What would YOU choose?
Case in point: tonight I called out sick from my night job. But I did not lie! I told my boss: "I'm having stomach issues." Translation: "I can't stomach the thought of coming to that @#$%ing hellhole." Truth is all about phrasing.
Yesterday I got a very ugly email from SG admin, castigating me for rude shit I said a long time ago. I had already been warned. I had already been behaving better. This was obviously the result of my blockers protesting my spotlight on @memberappreciation ... Make no mistake, people. I have as many blockers as I have followers. It's the result of having no...
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I was playing Scrabble a few years ago with a psychiatrist, a friend of a friend. After hours of idle conversation (and winning 2 out of 3), she looked at me and said:
"You're scary."
That is all the analysis I ever needed to hear. Don't pay for what you already know.
... without medication or therapy. It can be done. Do I still hear the ASPD/possibly schizo voices? Yup. But I monitor them. If I don't approve of what they have to say? We all shut the fuck up. No one wants to hear that shit.
Still super entertaining to ME, though. I have internalized it. ;-}>
1) 91.3 WYEP, Pittsburgh, PA. Old AND new. Espesh Sat 5-midnight... pure Blues. You can't find this music elsewhere.
2) 89.1 WFDU, Teaneck, NJ. A college station with 3 streams. Oldies, eclectic, and young student mess. Tunes 4 EVERYONE
3) 102.7 WEQX, Manchester, VT. A legend of independent radio, the best of what is NEW, in every genre.
And maybe you love me? Maybe you don't. Maybe you'll learn to? And maybe you won't.