today, i was thinking a lot about what im feeling and what i should do about it. i alwayz tell myslef to keep away.but i cant. not when i really like the person. i'll try to lie to myself and say that this person means nothing to me but just us being friends but i know i feel more. most of my relationships turn out really good and we stay friends. but, im really sentimental.so i get heart broken and end up crying over things. i dont know if i really want to go through things like that. 
besides the things im worried about. i had a good time today. i had no drama today which is a first actually. i get drama a lot for some reason its not like i have a lot of friends or anything.but i was really surprised to have a calm and cool day.
besides the things im worried about. i had a good time today. i had no drama today which is a first actually. i get drama a lot for some reason its not like i have a lot of friends or anything.but i was really surprised to have a calm and cool day.
solimond:
Well, the real question is: has it been (and will it be) more good than bad? If so, I'd say go for it. Playing safe only keeps you home.
pinupsandguns:
hm, i never played it safe and i'm one fucked up gal now. tricky, tricky...there's no right answer for this question and there's really no way of tellin'.