zyra_____

im finally back from being out of town. it was some wat fun and weird too. people can tell u a lot of things when they are drunk. stuff that would make things different when ur all sober up. grr . . yup that all happened to me my best friend told me that she has had a crush on me for the longest time and the whole night she was trying to kiss me but i wouldnt let her cuz i dont see her at all in that way. during my time in miami i cut off most of my hair so now its short. i dyed it red and ive come to see thngs in a different way then i used to. i think people call that growing up being aware of things. im thinking different but im still that little 18 year old i was from the start. hanging out with older people makes u grow up faster. weird.