Hello SGLand,
First of all, I am here to say that I missed you a lot. Ever since I left, I thought about the moment I would be writting this to you, finally mentally better, but still passing through a lot (no worries!). These past months I broke up a long relationship, had to move again alone with my kitties, because I decided to do the best for me, to put myself in first place again, as I've been trying to for so long. Right after I finished to move, a lot of opportunities started to come to my life, which I am soooo fucking grateful! 🖤 I met the amazing @wine and I simply loved to be with her, work with her, spending some time, going to the beach together, I already miss this a lot, her vibe is incredible, and this is when everything started, in the end of September! Miss you so much babe!🖤
After this, in October, I did a trip to São Paulo and there I finally met in person models and photographers I admire lots! This made me learn more about my own work, the softwares I use, how to use it better etc, I saw the photographer which did my Shibari session showing me how she does on PS and Lightroom and I am so happy for these opportunities, because it actually helped me when I got home, had to organize, edit and schedule everything. 🖤✨
🖤(above) Collab with: @wine
🖤 collab with: @miu, ph: @eveel
I had so much fun too, I met the incredible @miu, @psylunar, @eveel (which has shot this amazing photoshoot, it's gonna be available on our pages - mine & @miu 's), @babu 🖤🖤🖤 I loved to work with these girls, I loved how they received me well and made me feel home with them, I absolutely love this family and every single day I feel grateful for this work, it gives me the opportunity to be a hottie, make art and have a good time with other hotties lol.
I already miss you all a lot, girls 🖤 I'm so proud of all the artwork we did this day there, and so grateful for getting drunk with them, it was amazing,
I want to go back!!! *screams in Suicide Girls* .
And then, If I could describe this year in some words (too difficult in just one) I would say: this was my 'leaving the comfort zone' year. But now I found ONE word to say, and it's CHALLENGING.
I met with my babe again @anilorac 🖤 she is so special to me! My recruiter, friend, and a so fucking talented photographer, basically she is an ARTIST! We did another set together and I'm so excited about it, in this I completely left my comfort zone and decided to try something different in front of the camera, and you will see everything here in some months!
We both were so proud about it, because I know it was a very challenging year to @anilorac too, staying sane was a hard work in 2023. But we passed by everything, and we got here much stronger. I'm proud of us and of our work, BABE!!! You are in my heart!🖤
@anilorac
Also I met an amazing artist called Akira Nawa, she is a domme and does the art of Shibari. Together, we had amazing experiences, which were registered and will be posted on my Onlyfans 🖤 so many incredible pictures we did, and we did an amazing BDSM session, I felt on the clouds! It was all recorded to you, it's the first time EVER I do something like this, I totally left my comfort zone and I am feeling very proud of it! But nothing of this would be possible without you all and SuicideGirls. 🖤
After all, now I am back home, setting things back to my normal, I'm getting my mind in peace again, or closer to this 🖤 Thanks for not giving up on me. All this time I was a little absent, I was working to bring even better things to you! And of course... taking a break to breathe is human, and if you have a life like a roaller-coaster, it'll probably happen again sometime lol, so hope you understand me. 🖤
At last, I come here to remember you that I already have a set to release in 1 month and 3 weeks, called "Undisclosed Desires", shot by the wonderful @thimeow ! 🖤✨
She's the cutest, I loved to finally meet her in person and get a taste of how her artwork is, I admire her more each day!
Thanks, Thi! Wish you the best, always, keep being this incredible and strong person, you have no idea of how this set motivated me, you make the difference with your eyes and fairy hands 🖤
In conclusion of all this (so many information lmao), I am about to come back being more present to you 🖤 And I was really excited to tell you all these news, thank you one more time for EVERYTHING, SuicideGirls!
This community absolutely saved my 2023.
@PENNY @MISSY @EIRENNE @LUST
