zuzia

so i've been gone a while.. i do apologize for that.. i know i should be active here more than i am, suppose i got a bit disheartened when my set didnt go pink. I wanna try again.. and i have some great ideas..i got myself some doc martins and a cute outfit. though i have been very busy working at a rehab and helping...
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Talk about goosebumps. That was so unbelieveable. You all are incredible ! I wanna thank everyone from the bottom of my heart. Now I just gotta believe what's been there for so long. Don't gotta be hatin on myself no more. I am in the karoo. Its beautiful. Was looking at the stars last night. The sky was so clear. It was beautiful. Beauty is...
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Hey all. Thank you so much for the kind words and support. I know I may not win but where I am now is good enough. Plus with all this love I've received I don't have any more excuses to put a blade to my skin. Its just not worth marking myself anymore. Thank you

WoW!!!! Thank you all !!!!!!! I am in awe !

I am sooooo excited. Today is my big day. Thanks to everyone who has befriended me so far ! I am in such awe of you all. Thank you. I hope this set is a successful one. A new one is already in the pipelines. I have great plans. Got meself some doc martins and frilly undies. So watch this space. I can't wait to...
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SO! i'm back... that's life hey.. win some..loose some...but if you crazy and willing to keep persevering then i think one can lock n load!!! yeeeha!

Sooo... I was sitting and thinking the whole day, listening to some music and thought that life is strange even at the best of times. If it's not one thing it's another. I try be good i really do, but seems that being a black sheep and an impulsive person at the same time means trouble.. sigh.. I was also thinking that perhaps this right...
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this has no been my week. to land up in hospital because of stupid actions is redandant. i am one angry confused little girl...i need thid break

When I feel down and I don't know how to pick myself up I know that I at least have friends, true friends, who can help me, even if they have to drag me to standing position by my hair. I am a phoenix rising from the ashes

well this is a start of a new journey.. I am really excited to have been accepted. Really grateful. I will take pride in being a suicide girl... it's a dream i've had for a while. I have nothing to hide. I am a recovering addict to add to this and recovery allowed for this oppertunity so there is a lesson learned here... Peace and...
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