so far, my last spring break EVER is off to SUCH a thrilling start!
I DID LAUNDRY TODAY!
yes yes, exciting and daring, isn't it!? i dunno if it's even LEGAL!
ugh. sorry for the lame humor, but i can't get over how disappointed i am in myself right now for not seizing this last sliver of freetime to go and do something worthwhile and memorable... something i'll be able to look back on when i'm neck deep in legal work and say "fuck yeah - that was such an awesome _____, i hope i get to do that again!"
but no. instead, i sorted my cd collection, watched some trash tv, and did load after load after load of laundry.
goddamn what a waste this week is going to be...
i tricked myself into thinking that i absolutely had to stay here in tempe to finish revising a paper i need to submit in order to graduate in may. the changes that need to be made could have been done over the past month, but did i do them? of course not. i fucked off like i always do around this time of the semester. and now i'm regretting it b/c all i really want to do is get the fuck outta here for a few days and not have to worry about school related obligations. to make things worse, it looks like i'm going to have to do some major budgeting... no more living like a king for the rest of the semester. unless of course my tax return is decent.
:sigh:
i really wish i had booked a flight to canada at the beginning of the year. i wish i had just closed my eyes and bought the ticket to calgary that i talked and talked about buying. hell, even if none of the sg members from that area were available this week, i still would have had a good time kicking around that city, reminicing and rememebering the great time i had there during my last and only visit over 5 years ago.
why the fuck didn't i just buy the damn ticket.
now i'm stuck here b/c i thought it was the "responsible" thing to do. turns out that all i've done is guarantee that my last spring break will be the lamest anyone's ever had in the history of man.
dear god - okay, apparently i've shifted into some kind of super emo mode i myself did not know i was capable of.
i won't subject you to anymore...
i want out. please.
I DID LAUNDRY TODAY!
yes yes, exciting and daring, isn't it!? i dunno if it's even LEGAL!
ugh. sorry for the lame humor, but i can't get over how disappointed i am in myself right now for not seizing this last sliver of freetime to go and do something worthwhile and memorable... something i'll be able to look back on when i'm neck deep in legal work and say "fuck yeah - that was such an awesome _____, i hope i get to do that again!"
but no. instead, i sorted my cd collection, watched some trash tv, and did load after load after load of laundry.
goddamn what a waste this week is going to be...
i tricked myself into thinking that i absolutely had to stay here in tempe to finish revising a paper i need to submit in order to graduate in may. the changes that need to be made could have been done over the past month, but did i do them? of course not. i fucked off like i always do around this time of the semester. and now i'm regretting it b/c all i really want to do is get the fuck outta here for a few days and not have to worry about school related obligations. to make things worse, it looks like i'm going to have to do some major budgeting... no more living like a king for the rest of the semester. unless of course my tax return is decent.
:sigh:
i really wish i had booked a flight to canada at the beginning of the year. i wish i had just closed my eyes and bought the ticket to calgary that i talked and talked about buying. hell, even if none of the sg members from that area were available this week, i still would have had a good time kicking around that city, reminicing and rememebering the great time i had there during my last and only visit over 5 years ago.
why the fuck didn't i just buy the damn ticket.
now i'm stuck here b/c i thought it was the "responsible" thing to do. turns out that all i've done is guarantee that my last spring break will be the lamest anyone's ever had in the history of man.
dear god - okay, apparently i've shifted into some kind of super emo mode i myself did not know i was capable of.
i won't subject you to anymore...
i want out. please.
Even if it's just some Nogales trip alone. It might still be an OK day.
Go to Calgary. Now.