Welp, that part about how I was gonna make sure this was the best visit ever? Yeah, that was a big failure on my part. I have no idea what the fuck my problem was, but I was being a pest and ended up putting myself in the doghouse pretty consistently. I did dumb annoying shit without thinking and only realised my mistakes with hindsight. I have regrets, and I have some hurt feelings that I have to mend.
Despite all that happened however, I still enjoyed my time with her. Having her close is something I can never get tired of. Distance is a hard thing to cope with and it makes things even harder when something happens and I can't be there when i'm needed. The night her grandfather passed away was one of the hardest nights with distance. I was, however, able to be by her side for the funeral. I was glad to at least be able to do that.
After having been with her during my worst, I can only make improvements from here.
During our time together we went to Disney and had a great time, she was super excited to have a picture with Captain Hook. We also made the drive back up to NorCal for the easter weekend with her Mom.
Right now we're starting to decide on the next visit, and discussing the poissibility of having her come up here for a visit which would be super cool for me to finally be able to introduce her to my family and friends.
Pictures will follow soon.
tl;dr
Visit was rough cuz i'm an ass, but I still love being with her.
Despite all that happened however, I still enjoyed my time with her. Having her close is something I can never get tired of. Distance is a hard thing to cope with and it makes things even harder when something happens and I can't be there when i'm needed. The night her grandfather passed away was one of the hardest nights with distance. I was, however, able to be by her side for the funeral. I was glad to at least be able to do that.
After having been with her during my worst, I can only make improvements from here.
During our time together we went to Disney and had a great time, she was super excited to have a picture with Captain Hook. We also made the drive back up to NorCal for the easter weekend with her Mom.
Right now we're starting to decide on the next visit, and discussing the poissibility of having her come up here for a visit which would be super cool for me to finally be able to introduce her to my family and friends.
Pictures will follow soon.
tl;dr
Visit was rough cuz i'm an ass, but I still love being with her.
I'll be going back to being in a LDR soonish, and it makes me want to