Hope everyone had a good christmas, mine was alright but could have been better if I was actually able to spend it with my girlfriend.
I've been really lonely lately. I miss her so damn badly that my mood gets badly affected, as such my days have been up and down. Streaked with bouts of antisocialism.
I've never been so in love with someone like this. I keep getting lost in it and don't know what to do with myself.
Months of pain for 2 weeks of absolute bliss together. It's not perfect, and all I want is to fix things so I never ever have to say goodbye to her again.
One thing is for certain: I love her with all my heart and i'm not going to let my complacence be a fucking downfall. This is not something i'm going to let slip away. I will fight tooth and nail to make this happen, and i'm going to be fighting myself and my flaws.
2012 is going to be a massive year of much needed changes for me.
I've been really lonely lately. I miss her so damn badly that my mood gets badly affected, as such my days have been up and down. Streaked with bouts of antisocialism.
I've never been so in love with someone like this. I keep getting lost in it and don't know what to do with myself.
Months of pain for 2 weeks of absolute bliss together. It's not perfect, and all I want is to fix things so I never ever have to say goodbye to her again.
One thing is for certain: I love her with all my heart and i'm not going to let my complacence be a fucking downfall. This is not something i'm going to let slip away. I will fight tooth and nail to make this happen, and i'm going to be fighting myself and my flaws.
2012 is going to be a massive year of much needed changes for me.