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I guess it's time for another entry, I got to see Steffanie again this weekend and it was fantastic. She gave me my birthday card on Saturday (birthday is today) and... well... I think she's a total keeper now. If I didn't before, I know it now. South Park birthday card with Cartman that plays "I AM A COP AND YOU WILL RESPECT MY AUTHORITAH!" that's awesome enough and made me happy. The envelope however, jesus. When you opened the envelope it cheers and plays "happy birthday" ... WITH FARTS.
It's silly, low brow, juvenile.

It's perfect.

She took the time to write about 2 dozen different messages all over it.
I'm really really growing fond of this girl. She's already the only person i'm thinking about. I can't ever wait to see her next, and whenever I have it's felt like it has been too long. She makes me so happy, is able to make me laugh and on a deeper level makes me feel happy with myself. It's comforting knowing you've got someone who cares about you in an honest genuine fashion. I'd become so accustomed to knowing that i'd been used and wasn't getting any kind of emotional return that i'd just never paid attention to it. I blinded myself because I was fucking stupid. i've got everything laid out clearly before me this time and I know what kind of personal attitude I have to avoid.

I want to see her again. Now.
In my arms.

(friendly reminder, it's my birthday. What did YOU get me?)