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More updates on the Alyssa situation, though i'm sure many of you are getting tired of hearing about it.
After days of silence and my occasional text asking if we'd be able to talk soon, I finally had a response last night. "Maybe thursday night" was her response. Didn't sound too promising. Just got back in from work and find that she has reactivated her facebook again, adding me once more. We had our conversation about things and it looks as though she is actually done for good with her ex now. Works for me, I suppose. We got into how things are with us and whilst I didn't get much that I wanted to hear in the fact that she wants to be single now, and any relationship between us won't happen for a while. I also made it clear that as much as I care about her and want to be with her, I wouldn't be waiting around forever and don't want to get burned again.

I'm going to play things cautiously from here. Many people would have wisely given up and moved on by now, and i've tried. I really have, but I can't get over her. I do love her, and I suppose that makes me a fool, but i'm not going to delude myself about anything here. I know the situation and what I want.

I'm just hoping i'm actually given a fair chance this time.