w00t!!!
Okay, so yesterday I went to the Projekt Revolution tour, I only went to see HIM play, loved it, had a blast... saw my ex and while a small part of me started to ache again, I dodged a direct encounter with her. I'm sure she saw me, I never said a word. Just breezed right by... tramp
next, apparently Alyssa and her boyfriend (the one who was never mentioned until I found out the hard way) have broken up, which makes me happy, but things still aren't right between us, and I don't know when or if they ever will be again. I still love her, and still want to be with her, though she's made it clear that it won't happen
and tomorrow I leave for Seattle. I am so fucking psyched for it, you have no idea.
1) I get to fucking travel with friends
2) Penny Arcade Expo (PAX) i've been stoked for this for months
3) I get to leave and get the fuck away from everything here. My problems and my ghosts. I can clear my head.
(also, minor irritance; I have a feeling my ex is trying to just make me miserable and ruin thigns for me. The HIM concert, and now she's name dropping the Futuristic Sex Robotz album "HOTel cORAL esSEX" in her msn name, though she doesn't have it right and didn't put the emphasis there. It pisses me off because nerdcore hiphop was my release from that fucking lying scenester bitch, and now she's trying to ruin it. Grrrr.....)
Okay, so yesterday I went to the Projekt Revolution tour, I only went to see HIM play, loved it, had a blast... saw my ex and while a small part of me started to ache again, I dodged a direct encounter with her. I'm sure she saw me, I never said a word. Just breezed right by... tramp
next, apparently Alyssa and her boyfriend (the one who was never mentioned until I found out the hard way) have broken up, which makes me happy, but things still aren't right between us, and I don't know when or if they ever will be again. I still love her, and still want to be with her, though she's made it clear that it won't happen
and tomorrow I leave for Seattle. I am so fucking psyched for it, you have no idea.
1) I get to fucking travel with friends
2) Penny Arcade Expo (PAX) i've been stoked for this for months
3) I get to leave and get the fuck away from everything here. My problems and my ghosts. I can clear my head.
(also, minor irritance; I have a feeling my ex is trying to just make me miserable and ruin thigns for me. The HIM concert, and now she's name dropping the Futuristic Sex Robotz album "HOTel cORAL esSEX" in her msn name, though she doesn't have it right and didn't put the emphasis there. It pisses me off because nerdcore hiphop was my release from that fucking lying scenester bitch, and now she's trying to ruin it. Grrrr.....)