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I got my PAX admission badge in the mail today, hard to beleive it's in a week.
I need to stop spending money. $2700 on my laptop, $500 for the plane ticket to seattle, $300 for my cut of the hotel room, misc. crap that i've picked up (dvds mostly)
Tonight I went with my sister and brother in law to see The Bourne Ultimatum, which was pretty good, but something happened in the theatre that had a profound effect on my mood.
perfume
I was sitting, enjoying the movie, and I guess I got a whiff of the girl behind me.
This is a very normal occurrance, however, it was the perfume itself. The scent. It was the exact same as the one Alyssa wore when we first met, and the same one she wore when she first came down here for new years 05/06, I remember it vividly as she had taken the time to coat my pillows with it before she left. After a minor fallout we had, and another relationship I had crumbled away, we started talking again. This time she was in Toronto, I went and spent the night with her, when we got back to her place and away from the winds that masked scents, I noticed it. She was wearing the same perfume...
"You're wearing the same perfume that you sprayed on my pillows when you came down in december..."
'You remembered it?'
"I slept with it for the longest time, everytime the scent faded from one side of a pillow, I would change it so I could smell it again" (I have 3 pillows)
'I don't even wear this brand anymore, last time I wore it was in January when I saw you last'
"Why did you choose to wear it again?"
'to be corney and cute... and to see if you still remembered it'



I'm about to start crying about this... I miss her, but I don't want to hurt anymore