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Okay so awesomesauce!
I fucked up and forgot my Dad's birthday yesterday, but managed to pull my ass out of the fir with some help from my Sis.
I'm going to Toronto tonight to see Alyssa, turns out she's still at her friends place till monday, so i'm gonna go there, crash the night and spend all mondaywith her
The downside?
It's her friends birthday tonight, small party, I only know Alyssa.
And I am awkward as all hell in a social situation. I'm too shy, and don't drink/do drugs. At any party I go to, I find a nice quiet corner and chill there. I do know that Alyssa will be hangin with me for most of it though cuz she doesn't like many of the people who are going to be there... i'm still nervous to all hell for 2 reasons:
1: Alyssa. I still get butterflies
2: Surrounded by strangers in an unfamiliar area.
Oh well, as the great Nerdcore rapper Beefy says "and again I lack the confidence, she feels the same way, but i'm putting this out there, thoguh I don't feel safe. Rejections kryptonite but still i'll take this chance. It's about time I grew me some balls in these pants"