zorn

here's some more interesting shit from my life

-this was sent to me by the ex via myspace-

You still owe me a reason.... i know you're in love with that other girl, but we cant all be that lucky. i tried to move on, but i am not sure that it is going to work out for me. adam, i think, is an asshole. i miss you as a friend, that is all...... you said you would call me, and i am still waiting.......

and here is my response to the message

this is hard for me to do.... please understand.

ever since thursday night when i talked to you and you told me that you and adam had something going on i've felt betrayed. it's been picking at my brain everyday.

see, where i come from, something like that is just wrong to do... it's like an unwritten rule about friendship. you don't hook up with you ex's friends. so in my opinion both, you and adam, did me wrong. yeah and i know that adam was going to ask me and all that stuff, but i would've said no and it still would've happened. friends don't do shit like that. it's wrong.

now i see that you said you think adam is an asshole... don't complain to me. i honestly don't want to hear about it. it's not going to make this any better. and i'm sorry that it's not working with you too.

i guess what i'm trying to say is that i've been betrayed and a lot of trust has been lost, trust that's been there for 2 years.. just lost over something as stupid as this. i can't get it out of my head, and i can't get over the fact that either of you would think it was ok. yeah, i moved on.. but i found a new person that no one knows, you know, not a friend of someone. you'd be just as pissed off if i started seeing jen after we broke up.

this is going to take some time and some getting used to. i can't deal with this stuff in my life right now, i need to get on with it and worry about myself and the future. so that's what i'm gonna do.. take a break from bullshit.

i hope you understand

-jeff



talk about a nail in the coffin