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I has been sooooo long since I left my last post that I've forgotten about all the people who expect a daily update from me. . . . . Well, maybe not, but I've recently gone through some shit that I needed to vent about.
Broke my leg three months ago and only now am I starting to walk again, crutch assisted no less but walking. . . Frustrating as that is, I held up pretty well, what with minimal human contact, not seeing friends for ages, and only tools like facebook keeping me in the know of whats happening around me. News wires online and on tv give me what I need news wise, and amazing sites like this one keep me abreast of hot women.

Waiting for the fall season of television is becoming increasingly agitating and my general sense of anxiety has been increased by my constant thinking of the worst possible outcome of all the shit I'm going through. .
Here's hoping It's all in my head, but I tell you what, not being to move for ages, not being able to drive, and the lack of human contact, I'd even settle for unkind words full of malice sprouted towards me, can take it's toll on the human spirit. I know first hand. . . I'm livin' it.

Even smoking hasn't got the same allure it once had. . . My hobbies have been hobbied to death, and I've watched the shit out of my DVD's to the point of sitting in front of the TV brings on involantary convulsions. . .
Then again, I might just have gone a little insane and mind body and soul are struggling to cope with this insanity and managing like a falling star destroyer to hold onto some semblence of normalcy in light of the increasingly bleak looking situation.

Not to say that this shit may not end. Feeling down has always been the culprit of many a wary ailment, but this is ridiculous. I gotta get outta this house!!!!!!