Time for a talky update i think.
So Hi.
It's nearly christmas, indeedio.
Tis yule today, so happy yule to all my pagan chums.
Things are going well with the artboy. It's nice.
I kinda stumbled across my ex's new gf's deviantart the other day. It's fair to say she has no artistic flair whatsoever and is a pretentious airheaded dimbo - but that is beside the point. She keeps this blog and i was having a read. She was harping on about how her bf is the best in the world and even though it's only been 2 months she's in love with him and is sooo glad they live together ...blah blah blah and ..it was odd because I found it hard to belive that I had ever even met this guy, let alone had a relationship for 3 years.
The only reason I started thinking about it was the other night when me and the artboy came back from kareoke we somehow ended up talking about love then he said 'Did you love ben?' and I just found myself talking in circles and had to make myself shut up. I've come to the conclusion I was just in love with being 'in love' if you understand me. ANYWAY all this means nothing because I was just having a surreal moment.
What i have with the artboy is so crazily different. At the completely other end of the scale. Sometimes we just cuddle up under the covers in silence. And it's not an uncomfortable silence, it's a nice one where we can both think. I could look at him forever.
Anyhoo, i'll stop now because this is getting sickening to write let alone read.
I'm currently wearing a christmas hat and listening to Muse. What are YOU doing?
So Hi.
It's nearly christmas, indeedio.
Tis yule today, so happy yule to all my pagan chums.
Things are going well with the artboy. It's nice.
I kinda stumbled across my ex's new gf's deviantart the other day. It's fair to say she has no artistic flair whatsoever and is a pretentious airheaded dimbo - but that is beside the point. She keeps this blog and i was having a read. She was harping on about how her bf is the best in the world and even though it's only been 2 months she's in love with him and is sooo glad they live together ...blah blah blah and ..it was odd because I found it hard to belive that I had ever even met this guy, let alone had a relationship for 3 years.
The only reason I started thinking about it was the other night when me and the artboy came back from kareoke we somehow ended up talking about love then he said 'Did you love ben?' and I just found myself talking in circles and had to make myself shut up. I've come to the conclusion I was just in love with being 'in love' if you understand me. ANYWAY all this means nothing because I was just having a surreal moment.
What i have with the artboy is so crazily different. At the completely other end of the scale. Sometimes we just cuddle up under the covers in silence. And it's not an uncomfortable silence, it's a nice one where we can both think. I could look at him forever.
Anyhoo, i'll stop now because this is getting sickening to write let alone read.
I'm currently wearing a christmas hat and listening to Muse. What are YOU doing?
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happy holidays!!!!!
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