oh jesus...i am one huge emo douche bag sometimes. i think a few days in the woods with sg people should clear that right up. *headdesk* really i am so annoying sometimes that i want to punch myself. i'm sorry, world. i really shouldn't lash out so damn much. gotta remember to keep my personal drama to myself.
in other news...i think i am officially being sexually harassed at work.
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no, not at my day job- i don't think it counts if gay men flirt with you. it's this fucking diner. i am one of maybe 3 young, skinny women that work there. and because i am the new girl, and despite me claiming i have a boyfriend (obviously that's not true bc i don't have one, and i've never had any guys come visit me besides friends), they're all over that shit like white on rice.
so i have the busboys being all, "oh mami, yr so pretty, yr so beautiful, i love you" etc and trying to hold hands and dance with me and shit. no big deal, but seriously annoying
i have them and a few of the waiters constantly asking me questions about my love life, sex life, and asking me out. my first day there, this one guy asked me how i felt about anal sex.
today, i had this guy who works in the kitchen- and is old enough to have children my age- pull me aside and ask me on a date, and tells me not to tell anyone that he asked me. which implies inappropriateness, at least in my mind.
and on top of all that, today i also found out that one of the waiters is running around telling the whole staff that he had sex with me. he ALSO said that to this girl who comes in all the time- who used to be a server there too, but quit. she used to sleep with the guy in question, and apparently now she is all talking shit about me behind my back because she is crazy and obsessed with him.
like what the fuck, dude! i'm there to work. i don't shit where i eat. and even if i did, there is absolutely no one working there i would even consider making out with, let alone fucking. now obviously, i am not a prude. i think just about everyone on here who knows me can testify to that. i just feel like its getting to the point where its distracting me from doing my job properly. and it's totally fucking uncomfortable. i am not a piece of meat. so i'm cute and friendly, why does that make me a fucking target?
and i don't know what to do now, because i feel if i say anything to management they are going to handle it really poorly, and everyone is going to be pissed at me for seemingly blowing things out of proportion.
so that was my day. how was yours?
