well, mr painter guy called me back monday, as promised...at 1030 at night, when i had already given up hope. what is it with this guy thinking its appropriate to hang out at midnight on a weeknight?? i just met you in a bar dummy, we didn't click *that* much. sheesh. don't you have work in the morning?
his excuse? "sorry i didn't call you earlier. i was drawing."
so i tell him that i will call him tomorrow (which it seems, is today). i call him when i get back to nj at 7 pm. he says he just wants to hop in the shower, and will call me back at like 8, 830.
915 rolls around, and i am resigned to a night in my pajama pants eating cookies and catching up on some me time, when he finally decides to call.
i so didn't answer. EFF THAT, dude. a few minutes is one thing. and i am totally the type of girl to stay out till 3 am on a school night if the person is worth it. but keep me waiting? you my friend, are not worth it. even if you are smokin hot.
anyway, on to some positive news!
i got my ipod up and running. guess it dried out! and benzovodka has graciously offered to sell me a bigger ipod than the one i could afford on amazon for the same price, so i am stoked. ain't he sweet! thanks benzo!
so i did a little experiment today with said ipod. a certain photographer guy got me listening to mute math when we were engaged. there was one song in particular that really struck a chord with both of us. when he dumped me i couldn't listen to it anymore. or the rest of the album, for that matter.
but today i could. i guess i've truly moved past wanting him back.
like i said to a dear friend of mine earlier today, i look forward to the time where i will feel like that again with someone who deserves it. and to be quite honest, i can't help but feel that that time is just around the bend. for more than myself.
oh, and the best news of the day?
i think i'm moving. in like, less than two weeks. ironically enough, back into my old apartment.
it's going to be terrifying for a while financially, but i've done it before. i can do it again.
i need to be out of my parents. i'm never even home except to shower and sleep, and even then not every night.
so it just makes sense. home is where the heart is. and my heart beats for rufferford. hell, i'm there enough nights anyway, might as well bring my stuff back over!
now all i need is a roommate for may 1st. who wants to live with me? i swear, they haven't all run screaming...
his excuse? "sorry i didn't call you earlier. i was drawing."
so i tell him that i will call him tomorrow (which it seems, is today). i call him when i get back to nj at 7 pm. he says he just wants to hop in the shower, and will call me back at like 8, 830.
915 rolls around, and i am resigned to a night in my pajama pants eating cookies and catching up on some me time, when he finally decides to call.
i so didn't answer. EFF THAT, dude. a few minutes is one thing. and i am totally the type of girl to stay out till 3 am on a school night if the person is worth it. but keep me waiting? you my friend, are not worth it. even if you are smokin hot.
anyway, on to some positive news!
i got my ipod up and running. guess it dried out! and benzovodka has graciously offered to sell me a bigger ipod than the one i could afford on amazon for the same price, so i am stoked. ain't he sweet! thanks benzo!
so i did a little experiment today with said ipod. a certain photographer guy got me listening to mute math when we were engaged. there was one song in particular that really struck a chord with both of us. when he dumped me i couldn't listen to it anymore. or the rest of the album, for that matter.
but today i could. i guess i've truly moved past wanting him back.
like i said to a dear friend of mine earlier today, i look forward to the time where i will feel like that again with someone who deserves it. and to be quite honest, i can't help but feel that that time is just around the bend. for more than myself.
oh, and the best news of the day?
i think i'm moving. in like, less than two weeks. ironically enough, back into my old apartment.
it's going to be terrifying for a while financially, but i've done it before. i can do it again.
i need to be out of my parents. i'm never even home except to shower and sleep, and even then not every night.
so it just makes sense. home is where the heart is. and my heart beats for rufferford. hell, i'm there enough nights anyway, might as well bring my stuff back over!
now all i need is a roommate for may 1st. who wants to live with me? i swear, they haven't all run screaming...
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the_deacon:
strange ass ppl out there! Move it along for someone less of an oddity!!!
kyleomen:
Hey gal! You dance so fine.