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So this is going to seem completely out of left field and sudden to most everyone. Especially if you've been following my life this past year. But you know what? I kinda don't care what it looks like to anyone else. Because I know what it is, and it's wonderful.

It all started one rainy sunday afternoon in the city.

He'd been pestering to take me out for ages. I'd resisted, thinking, "oh jeez, this guy is obnoxious, stuck up, and he talks way too much." I think the only reason I finally relented was to get him to go away. So I agreed to a low-key, "this isn't really a date" date. Tried to be friendly as we made plans. Refused to let him take me someplace expensive, and made it clear that I wasn't looking for anything even remotely serious with anyone. (This didn't deter him.)

So I threw on a hat, drove into the city, parked my car, and walked to the corner and stood in the rain, waiting. Wondering what the fuck I was doing there, and how fast I could make my exit later that day. Feeling surprisingly nervous. Then suddenly he was standing across the street, grinning, and I felt a little better for some reason. We set out up the avenue, exchanging pleasantries.

While wandering through the museum, I relaxed and decided he probably wasn't a tool.

While riding in the cab downtown, I realized he was actually pretty decent. And interesting. And cute!

As we ate dinner, I thought, "Hey, he's really quite awesome! I'm glad I gave him a chance. Maybe I'll give him another one."

And over drinks, I completely fell in love with him. i'll never forget it- I cocked my head to one side, literally saw him in a different light, and realized in an instant that I absolutely, totally loved him. BAM-snap yr fingers- yr in love katie. That fast.

And now...I can't believe I made it this far without him. He is perfect. He's like no one I've ever met- and we fit together so frighteningly well that I keep having to pinch myself. Because I must be dreaming. The one and only guy for me- the guy I've been looking for all my life...he's right there. Holding my hand. Smiling. Telling me he loves me. Kissing me. Holding me. I've never felt so complete. I've never trusted someone like this, never felt so certain of anything in my life. Its real, and its ours, and its why I've been so damn happy lately.

You might think its crazy, considering how fast it happened. We think its crazy too! I almost didn't WANT to let it happen, especially so soon and so quickly. But i realized, what the fuck am I waiting for? How can I *possibly* pass this up? So you'll have to trust us. Its not just a hookup. Its sooooo much sweeter and purer than that. Its the greatest thing that's ever happened to me. And as far as I'm concerned, it's all I want from now on. For good. So get used to it!

Baby, I am so goddamned excited for the rest of our lives together. I love you with all of my heart, and I can only hope that the people in our lives can be so lucky as to find what we have. I am completely and utterly yours, always.

Now...who wants to guess who the lucky guy is?

Yay!!