zombimonkee

Man... I had this huge spurt of motivation and focus(something I usually lack). I suddenly realized that there was more I could do with my life and that if I work hard I can fulfill my dreams. I was gonna change... start doin' shit with my time instead of just sittin' around... actually put effort into the things I enjoy. I suck at 'em, but that is because I never put the time or effort to get better. I was gonna do it and nobody was goin' to fuckin' stop me!!! Then.... it went away and I was like, "Fuck it... too much work." Heh~ it was fun while it lasted.