Well it has been about a week since my last damn cigarette... and I still want one dammit. I finally went out today and bought that Smoke Away crap. Usually I don't trust anything cunts try to sell me off TV but my friend tried it and it worked for him. It really isn't that I don't have the will power to quit on my own... I am just too lazy. I don't like the thought of bein' irritable and on edge cravin' a damn cigarette when all I have to do is pop a damn pill and be done with it. Still... the shit cost me $50... the shit better fuckin' work for that much. Heh~ its strange... I am more than willing to loan far more to my friends without feeling the least bit upset by it, yet it took all my will to spend $50 on something for myself. I dunno... guess I don't like spending money on things for myself. Heh~ oh well... shit better work though... if I spent $50 on a damn multi-vitamin I am goin' to stick all those pill up their ass side-ways. Heh~ I am so full of anger.
user28480482:
You would be amazed how many pills I went through this month.