zombiexo

So my mom is pretty much miserable in our house and I know that, she talks to me often about how she wants to see our house and get an apartment cause we can't afford to live here and for all this time i've assumed she meant all 3 of us, me her and my stepdad. but this morning she said "i can't even afford an apartment by myself"... i had no idea she meant without my dad. it scares me kind of. My mom's the kind of person i would never expect to say something like that. I wish i could help, i need a job so badly it's not even funny. I'm not happy here either and I've been wanting to move out too. But I never thought about what my mom would do without me. My dad's a great guy don't get me wrong, but he's so focused on HIS family drama that he pretty much ignores my mom and I don't even think he knows he does it. It's fucking ridiculous. >_< The worst part for me is that I don't know what to do or say to fix any of this at all.