zombiexo

I don't understand why it is that all men treat me like shit. I'm not sure of they're aware that I have feelings that I'm a REAL living breathing person. I'm not a fucking toy.

Like don't ask me if i want your number then give me it (by calling me in front of me so I know it's correct) and then tell me I have the wrong number when I text you.

And also don't text me and be like come over it's my birthday and then fool around with me and tell me all these sweet things like that I'm amazing and beautiful and sexy and that you're happy i'm sleeping over and that you wish Id call out of work so you can spend your birthday with me and say don't forget to text me later and then not fucking respond to me on ANYTHING for like 4 fucking days. On top of the fact that you led me on for weeks telling me your ex sucked and you should have dated me instead of her and telling me you really liked me all the time. Then being like "oh i dont want a girlfriend right now"

I'm going to start upsetting myself. I just don't fucking get it, like is something wrong with me? Why am I not good enough for anyone.