zombienik_o

Very sad day today. I have big red puffy eyes. I look like I could do with a good sleep (and it's true, I really could).
My mum took our 20 year old cat, tash bear, to the vet this morning. She was told that my kitty had suffered a stroke through the early hours of the morning. Since the bleed was only going to ge worse, the most humane thing was to euthenase her. I've cried my eyes out all afternoon. Mum has arranged to have her cremated. I managed to pull my shit together to go to work, and have thanked the p.t.b. that nobody wants to drink or gamble tonight because I don't want to talk to or be around anybody.

I wish I could have been there with her at the end. Stupid work and not having enough staff to cover my shift. I feel horrible.

zn