zombienik_o

wow, i've had a special day...

i feel like now that Andy has started his new job and because i work nights it's only going to get harder to find time to spend together. i was really looking forward to doing something different with him tonight, but his folks decided to come for a visit and so he bailed on the exhibition opening tonight. i had to bite my tongue and say it was ok but i feel really shit about it. he has promised to come to see the exhibition with me before it closes but i just don't think he really wants to go. it shits me because i always do stuff he wants to do and i constantly compromise for him but the worst part is that i don't think he is even aware of it

sorry for the rant... i just had to get it off my chest.

zn.