zombiekittybot

So I got backstage passes and front row seats to see Lady Gaga as an early birthday present!! Yay! I am super stoked about it!
My computer has been acting up because I have no more memory on it and need to erase some stuff. i've been trying to write a blog for the last thirty minutes and it keeps shutting down. So I guess if I don't get through this one, I'm going to call it a night.

Our weather is so bad here. Tornado warning right and left. I hate the spring time in Tennessee! Seems like bad weather is all we get here in the spring.
So I'm kind of thinking if my set doesn't go pink that I'm going to leave SG. I have too many things going on, and this was something I really wanted. Doesn't seem like I have what it takes. It's quite depressing to say the least. I've put a lot of time and money into it, and it's a slap in the face when you don't get anywhere. Granted I've made a lot of good friends on here, but I don't know how much longer I can stick around knowing I'm not where I want to be. I wish it was easier, but like I said, it's depressing. This is something I've wanted for a long time. I guess the worst part about it is the people who write you and tell you you need to do this, or you need to do that in your photos, when they aren't anybody and their opinion isn't going to make me pink. That's just unnecessary stress added onto my plate. I model for other things, and maybe this is a sign that I don't need to be here. I don't know really.
I hope everyone has a good week.
For those of you that voted for my set, thank you. I'll be around, but not as much as I used to.