So as you all know, my new set "Violet Crush" is out! Don't forget to show it some love!!
So Violet is out of the hospital, and we are home. My stay at Vanderbilt was horrid! Before the procedure we made sure that the doctor's would keep Violet mildly sedated to keep her calm and comfortable. Well they did the procedure and everything looked good, so they didn't have to do more( although she will need heart surgery in the near future). Well before the procedure even started things went wrong. I wanted to get some breakfast, but couldn't find my mom. When I finally found her, I asked her nicely to please stay where I could find her, because I didn't need any added stress. Well she flips out in the middle of the children's hospital and says" I don't know why in the fuck I'm even here" and storms off. I stand there in shock. She then turns around and points her finger at me and says " One day you're going to need me, and I WON'T be here for you!!!" She proceeds to leave me there in tears. Well I step outside for a good cry. Next thing I know, my grandma is calling me. "We need to discuss the kind of hateful person you are young lady!" I said "excuse me?" She proceeds to tell me that I hate my mom and that I'm this and that. Well I told her I didn't wish to speak to her anymore and she says she's sorry. I tell her she's very wrong and has no idea as to what happened, and that it wasn't any of her business anyways.
Let's skip to Violet's recovery. So she's pretty loopy for about three hours. We get a room and get settled in. Every five minutes a person would come in and poke at her. All of a sudden Violet comes to, and states screaming. The nurse runs in and asks what's wrong. I tell her Violet needs more medicine. She says Vi doesn't get any. I tell her we had an agreement because Violet is autistic. She says she didn't know.
Anyways long story short, Violet had 18 wires coming out of her. They refused to give her any medicine. Not even pain medicine. Then after Violet pulled her IV out for the forth time and bit me, and kicked me in the nose and made it bleed, I demanded to see the doctor. They said the doctor was busy. Finally someone came in and unhooked her, and told me to go to sleep. How in the hell am I supposed to sleep when my child is beating the shit out of herself and scared to death????!! Anyways This went on for hours. It was heartbreaking. Fially the nurse comes in crying telling me she's so sorry and that she will do everything she can. I tell her I want to leave. There was NO reason for us to be there. Violet was perfectly fine, and wasn't getting any care. Well the hospital owner came up around 3 AM to apologize and told me that I was terribly mislead and that I should be able to go home, but if I left they would be forced to call DCS and the police on me. I toughed it out. I was freaking out. Nurses were sneaking us in food and stuff. Then they tried to give Violet a valium and I lost it. A 3 year old a fucking valium?! Anyways, I got her to sleep in my arms around 5 AM, and around 8 the doctor came in. I went off. He told me he had NO idea that Violet had Down Syndrome AND autism and that yes we were mislead. He was a complete prick. I've left a lot out because it would make my blog 100 pages long. Anyways, the hospital is in a lot of trouble! Lawyers are involved. They treated us like dogs and my daughter is still terrified! She never once got ANY pain medicine and idk if they even really put her out for surgery. This was complete bullshit! This is supposed to be one of the BEST hospitals in the country! My poor baby! Here's a few pictures from the other day:
Violet was a bit drugged and I hadn't slept in 3 days
Violet after surgery
I somehow managed to get a HUGE smile out of her
Back to mother and grandmother. They both obviously have some issues, they need to sort out. How messed up is it that they have to act like that, especially when I'm going through something like that?! And for my mom to curse like that in the middle of a children's hospital. And then for my grandma to tell me that I hate my mother. Well I am currently not speaking to either one of them, and for good reason!
I managed to bust my foot open too running back and forth to get a nurse. My luck is crap!
So... here's some new pictures from today of the new hair
and I wore these today even though I'm not supposed to
I want to thank all of you for your kind comments on my set! If you haven't seen it, you should check it out! xoxo
So Violet is out of the hospital, and we are home. My stay at Vanderbilt was horrid! Before the procedure we made sure that the doctor's would keep Violet mildly sedated to keep her calm and comfortable. Well they did the procedure and everything looked good, so they didn't have to do more( although she will need heart surgery in the near future). Well before the procedure even started things went wrong. I wanted to get some breakfast, but couldn't find my mom. When I finally found her, I asked her nicely to please stay where I could find her, because I didn't need any added stress. Well she flips out in the middle of the children's hospital and says" I don't know why in the fuck I'm even here" and storms off. I stand there in shock. She then turns around and points her finger at me and says " One day you're going to need me, and I WON'T be here for you!!!" She proceeds to leave me there in tears. Well I step outside for a good cry. Next thing I know, my grandma is calling me. "We need to discuss the kind of hateful person you are young lady!" I said "excuse me?" She proceeds to tell me that I hate my mom and that I'm this and that. Well I told her I didn't wish to speak to her anymore and she says she's sorry. I tell her she's very wrong and has no idea as to what happened, and that it wasn't any of her business anyways.
Let's skip to Violet's recovery. So she's pretty loopy for about three hours. We get a room and get settled in. Every five minutes a person would come in and poke at her. All of a sudden Violet comes to, and states screaming. The nurse runs in and asks what's wrong. I tell her Violet needs more medicine. She says Vi doesn't get any. I tell her we had an agreement because Violet is autistic. She says she didn't know.
Anyways long story short, Violet had 18 wires coming out of her. They refused to give her any medicine. Not even pain medicine. Then after Violet pulled her IV out for the forth time and bit me, and kicked me in the nose and made it bleed, I demanded to see the doctor. They said the doctor was busy. Finally someone came in and unhooked her, and told me to go to sleep. How in the hell am I supposed to sleep when my child is beating the shit out of herself and scared to death????!! Anyways This went on for hours. It was heartbreaking. Fially the nurse comes in crying telling me she's so sorry and that she will do everything she can. I tell her I want to leave. There was NO reason for us to be there. Violet was perfectly fine, and wasn't getting any care. Well the hospital owner came up around 3 AM to apologize and told me that I was terribly mislead and that I should be able to go home, but if I left they would be forced to call DCS and the police on me. I toughed it out. I was freaking out. Nurses were sneaking us in food and stuff. Then they tried to give Violet a valium and I lost it. A 3 year old a fucking valium?! Anyways, I got her to sleep in my arms around 5 AM, and around 8 the doctor came in. I went off. He told me he had NO idea that Violet had Down Syndrome AND autism and that yes we were mislead. He was a complete prick. I've left a lot out because it would make my blog 100 pages long. Anyways, the hospital is in a lot of trouble! Lawyers are involved. They treated us like dogs and my daughter is still terrified! She never once got ANY pain medicine and idk if they even really put her out for surgery. This was complete bullshit! This is supposed to be one of the BEST hospitals in the country! My poor baby! Here's a few pictures from the other day:
Violet was a bit drugged and I hadn't slept in 3 days
Violet after surgery
I somehow managed to get a HUGE smile out of her
Back to mother and grandmother. They both obviously have some issues, they need to sort out. How messed up is it that they have to act like that, especially when I'm going through something like that?! And for my mom to curse like that in the middle of a children's hospital. And then for my grandma to tell me that I hate my mother. Well I am currently not speaking to either one of them, and for good reason!
I managed to bust my foot open too running back and forth to get a nurse. My luck is crap!
So... here's some new pictures from today of the new hair
and I wore these today even though I'm not supposed to
I want to thank all of you for your kind comments on my set! If you haven't seen it, you should check it out! xoxo
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