it's as if I woke up.
I don't deserve any different or any better than anyone else. my suffering is no more or less than anyone else's. that wasn't the struggle.
the struggle is that I can't *fix* any of it. I can't make me better, and I have even less say over you. it's embarrassing, really. I would far prefer to thank the wipers every time they sweep across windscreen than cry over sideways words.
joyful existentialists do not crusade.
edit:
if you have not seen wristcutters, do so now.
I don't deserve any different or any better than anyone else. my suffering is no more or less than anyone else's. that wasn't the struggle.
the struggle is that I can't *fix* any of it. I can't make me better, and I have even less say over you. it's embarrassing, really. I would far prefer to thank the wipers every time they sweep across windscreen than cry over sideways words.
joyful existentialists do not crusade.
edit:
if you have not seen wristcutters, do so now.
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mistressmissy:
hmm the news were the ones who told me it hadn't got above freezing all month. those liars!
everthere:
I wouldn't actually wear T-shirts like that either. They're just fun to check out on the Internet.