Hello all.
Well the holidays are upon us. Im broke and have no job. haha. I did meet a sweet guy though
hehe and he got me really sweet presents out of nowhere. School sucks of course im so fucking ready to go do something different, throw it all away and take a chance. I feel better than i have for like a month though. Life is reeaally fucking confusing right now. I just have no fucking idea what to do about anything. Usually i know exactly what i want. I keep thinking about this time last year. How happy i was then, Then it all slips away slowly of just gets cut off. Alot has fucking happened in a small year. God so much has changed. Im not the same person I was a year ago at all. And yet I look around and it seems on the outside nothing is any different. I guess will just see what this next year brings me.
xoxo- zombie
Well the holidays are upon us. Im broke and have no job. haha. I did meet a sweet guy though
hehe and he got me really sweet presents out of nowhere. School sucks of course im so fucking ready to go do something different, throw it all away and take a chance. I feel better than i have for like a month though. Life is reeaally fucking confusing right now. I just have no fucking idea what to do about anything. Usually i know exactly what i want. I keep thinking about this time last year. How happy i was then, Then it all slips away slowly of just gets cut off. Alot has fucking happened in a small year. God so much has changed. Im not the same person I was a year ago at all. And yet I look around and it seems on the outside nothing is any different. I guess will just see what this next year brings me.
xoxo- zombie
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crashride:
I hear you...I'm broke and I actually have a job....damn... my life has changed a lot in the past year too, a whole lot now that I think about it....what can you do??? it happens I guess..
zombievengence:
It happens to the best of us. You'll figure out what you want soon.