zombia

this is starting to turn into torture for me. im reading all my comments and replying as much as i can with thank yous and evryone is pretty much sayin i should go pink. thats all i want, thats all ive ever dreamed for. i dont dream for much and well this was the last little hope of doing sometthing cool wth my life.

being a counter/body piercer in a tattoo studio only takes you so far and if your not getting into tattooing well your not gonna get far at all doing this (piercing), since i was little its all ive every wanted to do and be covered in tattoos. and now ive got the rad job with the rad tattoos and i need more. my partner wants to travel and tattoo everywhere and we both want to do all the conventions round the world and meet everyone. but piercing just isnt gonna cut it for me. im planning to study diploma in beauty therapy and also then learn cosmetic tattooing. at least if i can have all three under my belt at least i have a chance to do well.

im not one of those people who are just happy to plod along. i go and get everything i want. no one else will do that for me and mo one else can. you either stand up or get left behind.

im quietly stressing too about schoolies. have i got enough stock? enough needles? enough jewellery? are the roster going to be enough? ahhh! fuck its bad. it all gets lumped on me cuz im the 'mum' of the shop. im the only one who give a fuck how things are run and i take initiative to get shit done. helly knows what its like. i think every tattoo studio that has a sinaminn or a helly needs to fuckin give them a raise and pay a bit more respect to them. cuz without us everythnig would fall to pieces. they'd like to think it wouldnt, but it would.

ahh fuck im gonna be late for work. fuckin ranting! im shockin for it

thanks you all again for commenting on

Dream Job

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