Ok so i have a secret...Its been difficult to keep this for soo long and very painful to but reading about Suri's strength in her latest blog has given me the confidence to get a fuckin back bone and just face it! Where do i begin....
It all started really when my nan got breast cancer for the second time, late last year. My family takes part in breast cancer research to find out whether there is a breast cancer gene because of the strong history in my family, every woman has had the cancer. They tested my gran and dna of my earlier family and it turns out she has a defected gene. So they tested my mum and my auntie, they have the same deffected gene. They tested me.....I have this deffected gene. They gave me my options either do nothing about it and have an 85-90% chance of developing the cancer fully or have the operation to remove ALL of my breast tissue. The operation is next year and ive only told 3 people. Ive not talked about it to anyone and just pushed it to the back of my mind for a while now. Im scared, i dont want to lose my boobs, ive always had big boobs, been happy with them and have never even had to consider a boob job. A member messaged me the other week saying are those your real boobs coz if they are fair play but if they are not then you shouldnt have done it. This upset me ALOT, how do they know i didnt HAVE to do it if they were fake....like im going to have to....does this make me less of a person some how? I know it doesnt, but its very upsetting to read that some people think like that & i dont want to be thought less of. Anyway i hope no one thinks less of me for announcing this here, its just the first time ive been able to have the confidence to even mention this let alone so publically. Its out now! You all know!
Thank you for listening
xx
It all started really when my nan got breast cancer for the second time, late last year. My family takes part in breast cancer research to find out whether there is a breast cancer gene because of the strong history in my family, every woman has had the cancer. They tested my gran and dna of my earlier family and it turns out she has a defected gene. So they tested my mum and my auntie, they have the same deffected gene. They tested me.....I have this deffected gene. They gave me my options either do nothing about it and have an 85-90% chance of developing the cancer fully or have the operation to remove ALL of my breast tissue. The operation is next year and ive only told 3 people. Ive not talked about it to anyone and just pushed it to the back of my mind for a while now. Im scared, i dont want to lose my boobs, ive always had big boobs, been happy with them and have never even had to consider a boob job. A member messaged me the other week saying are those your real boobs coz if they are fair play but if they are not then you shouldnt have done it. This upset me ALOT, how do they know i didnt HAVE to do it if they were fake....like im going to have to....does this make me less of a person some how? I know it doesnt, but its very upsetting to read that some people think like that & i dont want to be thought less of. Anyway i hope no one thinks less of me for announcing this here, its just the first time ive been able to have the confidence to even mention this let alone so publically. Its out now! You all know!
Thank you for listening
xx
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Ps. you'd look fit if you were just a torso on wheels so don't stress too much babe. Health comes first anyway! xxx