zoelielynn

I can't believe I made it through this past week. I've been super stressed because of everything and anything and I've been sick on top of it all. I guess it just feels like I've hit the big brick wall and instead of trying to find a way around it, I've just been standing there like an idiot with my forehead pressed up against the wall hoping that it will move so I don't have to. There's so many things I need to do and so many more obstacles standing in the way of getting them done. Even things as stupid as getting my fucking car washed seem like too much of an effort. I don't feel any sort of emotion anymore in anything I do, everything just feels like it's too much work for nothing. I think I just need a huge change to happen, whether it's moving, finding a new job, or something else entirely, I have no fucking idea. I just need something :/