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so I was watching Best Week Ever tonight and there was a part about The All American Rejects video "My Dirty Little Secret" and about how they have the post card thing (that they actually donated money to National Hopeline Network so that they could use the post cards) ... I had never really watched the video because first of all MTV rarely plays videos anymore, and I rarely watch MTV anymore ... but they were saying about this website

and I love that website, I think the whole thing is such a great idea, it says on there they have a traveling exibit and I really want to go to one ... and I want the book that is coming out


ok so anyway when I went to the All American Rejects Website and their tour dates poped up and look at this

"Rise of the Fall" Tour

With Special Guests Rooney and The Academy Is

11/19/05 Ice Garden Pittsburgh, PA


I want to go!!! actually I am going, I just need a ticket haha, anyone want to come? I doubt it but it is worth an ask (actually I can think of only one other person that would want to see that show, but probably not with me but whatever) ... tickets are only $17 each, but have no clue where the Ice Garden even is, it says Belle Vernon, PA on there where ever the fuck that is, but it doesn't matter I will figure it out


oh here is a pic of one of my fav postcard from the AAR video



I don't think that person will be getting a membership here anytime soon haha

and here is another one that is probably the best one in the whole video






I think I want to make a post card and send it in, they are suppose to be of something you have never told anyone ... the biggest secret I have is something I have only ever shared with one other person, there is another one but honestly I don't think that one is much of a secret, maybe it is though


in other news I am 80% sure I am going to Philly next weekend with my friend, his is looking at a school, and I told him I would come with ... I've actually never been to Philly I am excited, I fucking wish my digital camera wasn't broken, oh well I guess it will give me a reason to use up the disposable camera I have heh

I was talking to my mom on the phone Thursday and I was telling her how I needed to change my Christmas list because they updated the iPod and I was like it comes in white and black now, and she was like and you want the black one now, and I am like haha yea, I actually saw a black iPod Nano today, and it is soooo cute, I love the black even more in person

how hot is this



I just wish it came with matching black earbuds instead of the white (it actually might I don't know) but it also comes with a case now too

I am obsessed with this one song lately, these lyrics actually

Its okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend ...



how about I leave you with a secret

sometime I miss you ...

I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in