Alright spoiler alert Im gonna bitch and complain a little here. As some of you know I was hurt in a car accident a little over 10 years ago and Im paralized from the waist down. Well in the past few years Ive started working, gone back to school and even started going out again. And since Im still a red blooded breathing male Ive started chaseing women too. The problem is women dont see me "that way" anymore. Whenever Im out I get treated like Im asexual or thier gay bestfriend and this really pisses me off! In my life Ive been shot down plenty of times and I can handle that. What I cant handle is being treated like I dont exist or like Im something not to be touched. I mean fuck Im at a point in my life where I make ok money, own my house and even have a car. It doesnt sound like it but I am happy. I would just like to have someone to share life with and not be treated like damaged goods.
Oh well who am I kidding I havent even kissed a girl in 10 years. FML!!
10-13-11
Today is a new day and thanks for the nice comments and meassages. I didnt write this looking for attention or sympathy though. I was just in a bad mood and super horny. I just needed to vent and then be done with it. I didnt want to vent in front of my friends or family because they all try to fix things and this isnt something that can be fixed... yet. Eventhough I havent had or been with a woman since my accident I have a good life and have faith it will happen sometime. And unlike most quads all my "equipment" still works (although a bit rusty) so I can always make up for lost time!
Oh well who am I kidding I havent even kissed a girl in 10 years. FML!!
10-13-11
Today is a new day and thanks for the nice comments and meassages. I didnt write this looking for attention or sympathy though. I was just in a bad mood and super horny. I just needed to vent and then be done with it. I didnt want to vent in front of my friends or family because they all try to fix things and this isnt something that can be fixed... yet. Eventhough I havent had or been with a woman since my accident I have a good life and have faith it will happen sometime. And unlike most quads all my "equipment" still works (although a bit rusty) so I can always make up for lost time!
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whisper:
I'm sorry to read about that. Unfortunately people are in many cases assholes. They think they are so perfect and much better than everyone else. But hey keep thinking positive and remember if they didn't bother to think about you just because you happen to be in a wheelchair, you've dodged a bullet and someone that can only see people from their outside and not bother to know them at all. Keep looking and I'm sure you'll find someone that really appreciates you and doesn't care about the wheelchair.
paytenpanic:
thank you so much your wicked sweet (: