So I've FINALLY figured out how to get my SG homework that is assigned! Haha a little research is all it took! so I will be posting homework weekly! I will also be doing another post after this of some old home work assignments that I missed while being a hopeful! Just to get a little caught up and so I can have some more posts on my page for you all to enjoy! This post may end up a little deep ! Enjoy!
I am really excited to have this as my first homework blog post! Suicide Girls has changed my life for the complete better! I am a person who suffers from many things, Panic Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), Severe anxiety and depression and Agoraphobia! For the past two years I've been a bit of a mess, between panic and anxiety attack , the depression , or the flashbacks linked with my PTSD life has been pretty rough for me. Now add in , losing your father and his side of the family because of all of this , getting your dog stolen from you , ending things with the love of your life, losing your car, and having no job. Things were pretty shitty for me with no looking up, I almost ended up homeless. I ended up in the hospital for a suicide attempt along with various hospital visits just because my panic attacks were so bad I didn't know where else to go. I had been following suicide girls since I was about 13 years old and I always saw how confident and gorgeous and carefree they were and always looked up to them! About 2 and a half months ago I decided to apply to suicide girls just to see if I could have the chance to be a hopeful and maybe have things in life look up for me! The next day I received my acceptance email and I was beyond ecstatic I couldn't believe, I had the chance to be a Suicide Girl . So I got to making myself an instagram just for my suicide girl hopeful pictures , and the response I received was amazing! I hit 1000 followers in just 1 month with tons of positive response and lots of love from other hopefuls! A week or two after I made my instagram I received a message from @shaine saying she would be in town and if I wanted to shoot my first set with her she would send me her information so she did and we set it up! I was super shy at the beginning but by the end of my shoot I was so comfortable and couldn't even wait to shoot my next set! Needless to say suicide girls has made me proud of who I am, I've come out of my shell and have so much CONFIDENCE! I also used to be approximately 215 pounds, So I never ever had confidence in my body , I was called fat and made fun of and no guys really ever wanted to love me because I was never really anyones "type" per say. I want to show that you can have a super fucked up past , and you can lose that weight and be confident and love yourself! Suicide Girls probably helped save my life! I love SG!!
