craving. CRAVING hardcore, kinky, hair pulling, nipple pinching, ass slapping, tie me to the bed sex. 
Feeling restless.
Aanyway... had a great, busy weekend
Finally had sex after going a month with out. A FREAKING month. We were having problems.. which shuts Brian down completely when it comes to sex. He's such a girl sometimes 
But that's one of the reasons I love him so. He's sensitive.. I've had my share of heartless assholes,
and that he is not. I'm grateful for that. But whenever we fall, we always get back up.. such is life. We are up, way up. And I love it. I love more than anything that both of us are aware that we will encounter problems in our lives together, and we have to be strong enough, devoted enough and love enough to resolve those problems and move forward. Too many times people are under the impression that relationships should be without conflict, the two of you should be perfectly in love,the sex will always be hot and full of passion and you will forever be perfect for each other. Once that fades it's time to move on. This was my way of thinking, too. Good thing I'm growing up and starting to understand that's not how it works. In the real world there's real problems. And it takes a lot of work to make any relationship succeed.
And I trust him with everything I have.. which is a first in my 10 years of bad relationship after bad relationship. I can't tell you how fucking good that feels. I don't feel insane anymore:
thank JEEBUS!
We have been together for almost 3 years and we are strong. Which is awesome,cause it wasn't always like this.
How is everybody?
oh and
Feeling restless.Aanyway... had a great, busy weekend
Finally had sex after going a month with out. A FREAKING month. We were having problems.. which shuts Brian down completely when it comes to sex. He's such a girl sometimes But that's one of the reasons I love him so. He's sensitive.. I've had my share of heartless assholes, and that he is not. I'm grateful for that. But whenever we fall, we always get back up.. such is life. We are up, way up. And I love it. I love more than anything that both of us are aware that we will encounter problems in our lives together, and we have to be strong enough, devoted enough and love enough to resolve those problems and move forward. Too many times people are under the impression that relationships should be without conflict, the two of you should be perfectly in love,the sex will always be hot and full of passion and you will forever be perfect for each other. Once that fades it's time to move on. This was my way of thinking, too. Good thing I'm growing up and starting to understand that's not how it works. In the real world there's real problems. And it takes a lot of work to make any relationship succeed.
And I trust him with everything I have.. which is a first in my 10 years of bad relationship after bad relationship. I can't tell you how fucking good that feels. I don't feel insane anymore:
thank JEEBUS!
We have been together for almost 3 years and we are strong. Which is awesome,cause it wasn't always like this.
How is everybody?
oh and
that is all. peace out 
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tecun:
Yellow does look good on you :-)
bryguy:
Welcome back! I know how you feel, as I've never really been comfortable in my own skin. You look fabulous and we'd all be excited to see another set of photo's 