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Yesterday really sucked. and i don't mean "eh it was a crappy day" sucked either. I mean totally, without a doubt sucky kind of day. for all of you who don't know, my folks are starting a divorce. i am living with my mom when not at college because i hate my father. he stole a shit load of money from my mom and i and lied to us not only about that, but just about everything else in his daily life. he's a control freak and we just couldn't take it anymore. since we left he has been driving by our apartment, vandalized our cars, calls and hangs up as soon as my mom picks up, it's rediculous.

anyway, yesterday was a day where i started thinking about all of this just way too much and i got really depressed, and yes, i cried (i am not afraid to admit it). so once i conquered that, i got a phone call from my father saying something was wrong with my grandmother. i didn't want to call him so i called my aunt and talked with my uncle. she was in the hospital but she's ok. so that scared the hell out of me.

well that was my day, another fucking reason to put a bullet between the eyes. o well, just another day in the life...