ziarelle

Z: "The other night, after the party, I fooled around with ______."
M: "Oh my fucking God, Zia!!"
Z: "What??!" O.O
M: "Oh.. Nothing. Its just that you're getting more action that I am recently. I need to get laid."

Christmas shopping.
Possibly ended up overdrawing on my account my because I am special and it didn't occur to me that my paycheck wont be...
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I wish I could afford to get my hair cut and dyed.
I wish I had more than $10 in the bank right now.
I wish my next paycheck wasn't going all to bills and xmas presents.
I wish I had the money to finish my chest piece..
I wish I had gone to the gym today instead of just walking laps around the park...
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Haha.. I just came home from work to find my black and white kitty cat trapped inside my duvet cover. I just walked in the door and this lump on my bed started mewling frantically at me. From what I gather, she was seeking warmth from a particularly cold day today, and couldn't find her way back out. After I freed her, she leapt off...
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My lips are so chapped and split and raw that I'm very aware of the feeling of breath passing over them. I can't even remember what it feels like to breath through my nose. And no matter how bad it gets, I can hardly resist this masochistic urge to lick them and feel the texture of cracked skin with the bitter sting of saliva on...
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Spent the day at work sneezing so hard it felt like my face was trying to escape off my skull. But it was a good shift and easy money. And I started at 1, so I got the morning to go to the gym and take a long shower and practice scales on the keyboard. (I'm starting to learn chords!) It felt amazing this morning,...
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I want to find this boy and kiss him on the mouth. He's adorable, and he's making me actually believe that I can teach myself the piano. Plus, he's got a dorky sense of humor. I relate.

Going through my mom's garage today I found a Yamaha keyboard I was given for Christmas almost 7 years ago. I was in classes briefly, but never had the patience to even learn how to read music let alone fully play the thing.. But now its back. I cleared the dust off her and set her up at the end of my bed as though...
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