ziacide

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i am trying SuicideGirls.

listen to this. i fucking love this song. but really enjoy this remix.


new developments in life:
the hubby and i are trying something that is taking our poly relationship to a whole new level.
in some ways, i am so thankful to have this in my life. so much actual love is felt. and actually experienced.
in...
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i got some new ink.
about to start a sleeve in about a month.

also i want to attempt to shoot another girl for SG.
if you are in the EASTERN NEW MEXICO AREA AND WANT TO TRY SOMETHING CRAZY... hit me up.


sorry i suck at photo uploads.

love,

Ziacide.

i went almost 6 months being away from the site.
i missed all the boobs and laughs and ladies.

I got a new camera, a nikon d3100. I have shot some things. but got a remote to shoot myself too!

this year i have some ink appointments set up. and would love to meet up with some SG's and hopefuls and the epic staff photographers....
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my account is set to up to repay in 5 days.
i am torn whether to keep it.

ive gained weight.
not ready to shoot.
i feel inadequate in the # of tattoos i have.

but part of me says you have not given this your all, so how can you give up?

what do you think?

sorry this is vague. its getting chilly. and...
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well fuck. my friend that shot the photos i want to submit is one busy lady. i need her to file the release. then i submit. so we wait.

also. i lost a friend last week. not sure why. she just doesn't want to talk to me at all.
and i got sick. well currently am still sick.

so much loves until i am better,...
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Helllllllooooo out there. Sorry its been a fucking second since I've bloged. But ive been keeping the love for sexiness going with comments and loves

Basically I'm about to shoot again. And I'm submitting one to member review later today.
I hope you keep an eye out for them.

hello my beauties!!

i stepped away for a while.
and now im back. <3 hope your as excited as i am!

my life has been grand. and i hope your is going just as much so.

a picture update may follow, but im not that patient. so you should follow me on instagram. name- ziacide

XOXOXOXOX!!!

i have missed the site and all the lovely...
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life is wonderful.
too grand in fact for some of the folks i know to handle.

you know that girlfriend ive been asking for?? the hubby and i met finally met her!!!
well she is amazing, sweet, a hopeless romantic, and adorable to boot..

i hope you all had an amazing turkey day.
we had a little show the week before and it was amazing....
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fuck guys and gals. its been a month.
AND... theres nothing really blog worthy to post about.
of course halloween.
and music.
and school.
and hubby.
and kiddo.
and school.
and drugs and booze to get me through all of this.

ive been having way too much fun without a camera.
and so ive been debating about putting up a "wishlist" ..
but i thought...
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boring blog, here we go.

been uber bitchy lately, more just easily annoyed by people.
i want to move more than anything. this small town and its small views of the world around us are annoying and often hurtful to peoples artistic endeavors. there is no support system. everyone says they want something to happen, but is "too busy"... yet there is nothing fun EVERY...
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