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I've been trying to make my life a little more manageable. So I've been getting more sleep, partaking in less drugs, and being just a little more boring in general.

While it's been a nice change of pace, it hasn't solved all my problems. I still feel tired most of the time, and am having a hard time coping with the little things. Sometimes I wake up so depressed that I can't make myself go to school. I just lay in bed for hours.

I keep trying to remind myself that life probably doesn't suck as much as it might seem. I've dealt with depression before; Now I just have to remember how it's done.

I suspect that this is just my body getting accustomed to a more natural biochemical state.

I wrote the first test of the term today. It went well. Good to see my brain is still functional after everything I've put it through. This is going to be one hell of a term.

Went out of town to see a couple of my best friends on the weekend. That was good and bad. Don't you hate it when the things that should make you feel better just depress you more?

This journal thing is more cathartic than I had anticipated.