zerendra

How is everything?

Thanks.

They are a big part of me, however i am still curious about them.

One thing is my family in particular, the have this alter ego on how they are to other people and how they are as a family. So i am trying to see them as a whole and learning to love them.

I don't think you should be jealous, family is after all people being with people, and sometimes you are stuck with people you wouldn't want with you. You might not have that kind of link via blood or heritage, but you can have other links with other people that can be as strong or stronger than anything else.

After all, i spent a lot of years hating my family a lot. Including my grandmother, it has cost me a lot to reach a neutral approach to see them in a different light.

LOL. Christina Aguilera wouldn't sell you shoes.
you have a vivid imagination.
-X

I had a dream last night that i was flying, ok well no i was rather swiming in the air. I have been having similar dreams since i was in high school. It was cool to have that freedom, althought it was hard to "swim" in the air, i think i woke up exhausted.

yeah i did, happy '05.
-X

I am reading Invisible Monsters right now as well, it has taken me the longest to read. The Haunted is coming out in may,i already pre-ordered, its a collection of "horror" that includes Guts. I haven't read Diary,

thanks, you too have the best christmas.
-X

Of course you know you could split it with your friend....right?
I would....since it was a case of life or death.

Eh...what?.....you lost me.
You mentioned something in a thread but I didnt have an answer so I did not reply to it...I had some problems with my own cell and I remembered your thread.

*Slowly backs away*

How did you do the Iflux?
did you quick mask it all?

Is just that the hair looks so fucking food, althought the lower part of the body is quite visible that is was erased or blurred.

just wondering.

-X

Ahh, the pen tool. That is a good one. I am going to do one, i'll post it later in the thread. Thanks.
-X

I can't think of an emoticon. I am on writer's block as it is. Have to finish chapter 1 and i have been wrestling with many ideas. I need to go out and have a drink. I used to be stationed at the Coast Guard base near South Beach, near the mcarthur causeway, on the other side of the bridge and i trained in Cape May New Jersey, so everytime i read your location and hometown i remember those places.

ok yes, i need a drink.
-X

some birthday candles, tattoos, a parrot(my power animal), chocolates, a copy of fight club, a necklace, a rubber duck, some seeds (i forgot what plant), and of course the letter.

-X

you need 2 start watching little mermaid or something happy before you go to bed. just reading that it freaked me out.

hahahahaha. poor old man. all he wanted to do was serenade you!