zeppers

struggling with the whole body image, food and weight thing again. i hope this passes. i'm staying on track but i'm really tired of feeling gross. dear eating disorder/food issues/body dis-morphia/whatever the fuck you want to call it, i hate you. the end.

my heart checked out fine. as long as i don't relapse (especially really badly) again i don't have to worry about going into cardiac arrest and all that fun stuff.

next week i get my bones checked out for osteoporosis and i'm getting blood taken later today to check my electrolytes.

good news is i have an interview tomorrow with a place i'd sell my...
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i just found out what the police report said and what literally caused the death of my uncle and my cousin(inkedgreaser). i didn't need to know this. i have a feeling i won't be sleeping well and will be crying a lot in the near future.

reminder: eating disorders will definitely kill you at some point. even if you're in recovery and relapse very few times.

i'm going to the dr wednesday to tell her about my relapses and to be tested for osteoporosis, have my electrolytes checked and my heart checked as well.

did you know that the chances of going into cardiac arrest are highest during recovery and after...
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I'm selling some of my vintage jewelry here:
swap meet group
feel free to make offers if you want any of it. if not, whatevs.


i'm hopefully getting tattooed soon. it'll be a tattoo to celebrate still being a live and for/to remember (as if i could ever forget) my uncle Jamie and dear dear friend who I've grown to call my cousin Jason. (this...
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