zenobia

I need to vent really quick so here goes:

my life is far from deviant. dancing in a cage at a gay club that plays house and techno with strobe lights everywhere is not a big deal. as a matter of fact i'm the only girl the rest of the go go dancers are gay boys. whatever dude. once again my life is not that deviant. I have tons of normal friends there are only a few who are "fucked up" so I guess that means i'm fucked up too so if thats what you think then fuck you. yes he is sketchy but unlike you he never tag teamed a pregnant chic which in my book is soooooo much more fucked up. No one will have a clue as to what I'm talking about but thats okay I just felt like I was being judge and it kinda made me feel shitty.

I really hate having to go to work pissed off it really sucks. This is in reference to a e-mail. which in no way was intened to piss me off. maybe i'm just being paranoid or overreacting but none the less I was highly offended. I would have replied to the e-mial but I felt like I was being to sensitive so I just decided to vent here and not seem like a total ass.

Anna is moving to TX saturday and after some shady shit that went down yesterday I'm pretty happy about it. I'm looking forward to have a boring life for a little while.

My friend Tim's ex is harassing the shit out of me trying to get his phone number. She is being fucking psycho and there is now way in hell i'm giving her his phone number so she can stalk him or whatever she wants to do with it.

I'm very stressed right now which makes me overly senisitive. I had to go to Atlanta monday. I had a meeting to attend. The meeting went very well but the whole situation is stessing me out majorly. Only a few people know whats going on and I can't really talk to them about it because I don't think they would understand why this whole thing is making me crazy. well whatever off to work now.