zenobia

I swear I think my ankle is swollen like four times it's normal size. I had to bust ass at work tonight and i'm feeling it right now. I injured my right ankle and no I will not explain So I really wanted to pop like 15-20 percocet but I've been good. I haven't taken any of the pain meds I was given and I actually got rid of them so that I wouldn't take them. All I can say though is that it sucks ass just trying to deal with the pain because it hurts like a bitch. I have four more days of work and then I can let it rest for two days and hopefully it will be better soon. Okay enough bitching and whining.

So I finally told my mother I was leaving the country for a short period of time. I took back-up with me because I knew she would probably freak. She didn't freak about me leaving but she freaked about not ever getting to meet or talk to the person i'm going to be there with. She knows me well enough to realize that I never planned on letting her meet him. Of course my mom attempts to make me feel bad by saying i'm ashamed of her but she knows i'm way better at that game then she'll ever be. In the end all she knows is that i'll be gone and i'll be back.

Life has been a l bit empty since he left. I'm fortunate to have good friends who have tried really really hard to keep my spirits up.

anyways I hope everyones weekend will be lovely and enjoyable