zenlunatic

to much work.......going swimming......drinking beer.......ahhhh......

so.......as soon as i got to the pool, it started raining......that sucked......then i went to my friend steves house.......steves a pretty big guy so he always has the ac bumpin.......im a little guy and get cold really quick.......so i had to leave his house and decided to walk to the pizza shop down the street......and then that god damn abc...
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drunk typing is really hard......i have to work tomorrow till 4, so ill try to explain my last few days of life then.....

my days of working doubles are done....wooo!!!! i still have to work all week and all next week.....but at least ill be fat paid.....moneys always good....and i think im gonna grow my balls to the size of small dogs and ask for a raise......$9.50 is what im looking for.....keep your fingers crossed......oh, and i checked out sashs new set.....shes super sexy......hope everyones doing good...
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i wish i had more to say.....but im tired... two twelve hor days in a hot ass kitchen took it out of me.....hope all is well with everyone......

i dont want to work.......

yarrr....i feel like shit after a twelve hour day in a kitchen thats 130 degrees......and i got tricked into doing two more this week.....at least ill be able to finish my chest piece and have some money for good booze........but god damn, i feel rough as shit.......my friend from wilmington called me today and said shes having a big party at the end of august,...
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im happy, but tired.......oh well

and i have a two hour break from work......should i drink a beer or take a nap?? lifes decisions are incredibly hard.........

i decided to drink a beer and now i dont want to go back to work......

i think i just got back together with my ex girlfriend.......i think thats good....im not really sure though......she loves me and i think i love her......i feel really bad asking a bunch of strangers on the internet what i should do.......so, what the fuck should i do??

i dont remember leaving the bar last night.......but i kinda remember the party we went to, and watching the boondocks at my boy steves house......anyway, i woke up in my room and had made a bed out of a shoping cart.......what the fuck right.......the new medication they gave me has helped a whole lot with the panic attacks......so everythings fine and dandy.......

how do they get the onions diced so small at mcdonalds?? thats my new crack......i went to the doctor today and she gave me klonopin and said that should make me feel better.....i hope so, cause im going to be poor as fuck with all the time i took off work......thanks for everyones support and shit......