zenlunatic

back from new york and getting used to the boringness of here.....oh well.....maybe someday ill go live in the big city........trying to find a new job is a bitch, but i think i can do construction on the weekends and pull in about $300 a week......that would be nice......so i put up my mypace page........i dont understand that thing at all.......it confuses me so much........fuck...
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hello......im going to new york in a couple hours.......i decided last night when i was drunk as hell..........i told my boss and he fired me.......so there will be mucho drinking up there.......if anyone that reads this shit is in the area, give me a ring......919 260 9177.......

hola weirdos!!

ohhhhh.....i have so much to say, and i hope i dont fuck up the order of events.......i had to do alot of prep for this entry too.......alot of work......so......yesterday was pretty boring till i got to work.........me and my room mate went and got some pizza......then i got to work and started having this pain in my chest.......i figured it was just another panic attack,...
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i got my lip pierced yesterday......and i also got some sweet monster garage sunglasses......i hate oral piercings cause it hurts to eat.......not really hurt, but just uncomfortable.......i almost got in a fight last night cause this dude was being an asshole to me, but i decided to walk away......horray for sensible actions.......however, i did take my anger out on a brick wall, which wasnt the...
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i wrote a poem.....or a rap.....or a song......or whatever the fuck you want to call it.......

all of a sudden i get hot.......i cant breathe
try to reach for my vallums, but i just cant see
i beg god please
i dont want to die again......i dont want this disease
i fall to the ground
i cant hear a sound
hyperventelations got me shaking around...
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i got a bunch of weird movies last night......mulva 2.......i spit on your courpse........and i puke on your grave.........these movies are FUCKED up....... i have to go to work today, and all week.......but only one week till i get my chest piece finished and im gettin a couple other things too.......so, i will be very poor......i need a sugar mama........and a beer...... .......oh yeah, and...
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hello......i got an appointment on the 15th to get my tattoo finished up......i also want to get a word on my forearm in like a faded typwriter font, but i dont know what......any suggestions??